feeling so empty..
dunno wat to sae
or wat to do..
haiz..
regret my decision...
i was being too stubborn and naive...
haiz...
mayb i shouldn't haf believe him so easily...
but wat's done is done...
all i can do now is to put the past behind me...
but i feel so empty bout it..
feel guilty bout it..
but is it my fault?
or am i thinking too much..
or is it juz my imaginations...
i dun tink he reali brought me joy..
becauze i can sense it veri strongly that he's hiding alot of things from me..
but i dunno wat is it...
and i dun wish to know..
because i oso sense that it is nothing good bout it...
that's why i wanted to keep a distance from him..
he did not let me feel safe anymore...
and i do not wan anything bad to happen which will make me regret having such a friendship..
i do not dare to take the risk and the gamble..
so i still feel that keeping a distance is the most appropriate method..
but i still hope dis will b the best method...
and i hope it does not hurt either of us...
HeLp thE aNgELs who aRe bEinG aBused...bY liGhTinG a cAndLe...