dun mean to put him on plane but i reali need to ot without early notice and my fone wasnt wif me at all wen i work. but den i am reali sorry for letting him to wait. and ytd i was realli reali tire. i juz sat on bed waitin for time to pass till 7.30pm b4 i go over and i started reading a book but den i oso end up dunno wen i fell asleep. i reali dun mean it ma. today nv go over cuz i wan him rest. ya i noe. is all rejections. to him all the above "reasons" are "excuses" to him which is = rejection.
i reali dun mean it ma. why muz u be so angry. on my part i reali wanna see him ma. even if he dun miss me at all. on my part i miss him like hell. but why cant he feel it. why muz he sees it in another way?
reali miss and love him. he's my heart and my soul. he's wat that keeps me going until now.