haiz. though i'm over the moon and reali reali happi to know he stil love me but other den tt everything change. the way he treats me oso change. so dis is hw u treat ur ex-girlfriend. cant even talk properly like hw u tok to ur fren. though i dun mind. but i was hurt by it. but is ok i wil stil wait. even if u dun wanna haf anything to do wif me anymore. i will still wait. i wun force. endless of waiting. i dun mind. but really sad. everyday go work. only can tink of him. that's all. it's been over weeks that he broke wif me. but stil. i am waiting. i reali wanna be wif u(chen zhixing). but i noe it cant be force. if he doesnt want den i cant do anything oso. except waiting. i am still learning. learning to be a good girlfriend. treat him nicely. hope that time will prove and show to him i reali love him and i haf changed. treat him nicely as in really treating him nicely.i mean it. i wan him to feel happy and nt stress wen he is wif me i wan him to feel blissful and xingfu. that's all i asked for. everytime go pray wif fren or wif family. i no longer pray for myself. i onli pray for him. that's all.
reali love&miss him alot tonight. i miss his gentle hugs for me wen i'm feeling down.=(
