haiz.. i din call or sms or contact him in anyway today. and i reali reali miss him alot. but i cant do anything. and i reali worried bout his health alot. especially i chanced upon a stupid article today which makes me heart pain and worry even more. in de morning chinese newspaper today. i read an article which tells us actually how harmful it is to smoke before sleeping after eating and when juz wake up. it is 100times more harmful den wen we juz smoke at other times. and and the worse is drinking and smoking at the same time can increase de chance of having mouth cancer at a higher rate. is soo soo scary can. wth. my heart jump out wen i read the part on smoking juz after lunch which is wat he loves to do. it can actually increase de chance of getting cancer greatly. and smoking at these above mention times can actually decrease the sperm count as well. which is bad for health oso cuz it implies being impotent at a early age. wtf sia..haiz. but i noe if i say all this to him he will juz tune out frm me and even find me irritating.so i can onli worry inside my heart. wthh is sooo unbearable larr. i mean wth cann..i reali worried like siao over his health lorr. especially even more wen i read that article. even if i smoke ar. it wun be at those timing lar. wth can.. reali worried and heart pain lorr. haizz.
reali miss&love him ~~~ worried&heart pain like siao for him..
