left with memories of the past. really missed everyting. see people celebrating their yrs tghter. i am still counting down to 5=my 5th yr thou my 5th yr wil be lonely. i reali miss him cried again last nite bcuz of him. i reali wan him to be wif me wen i am sick. cuz his tenderness owayz seems to heal me. remember tt nite wen my fever went up to 38.5 degree, the way he take care of me. whole nite he din slp juz to take care of me i really miss it i reali wan him back. i miss him veri badly that the moment some one mention starz or xing xing, i cry and i wan him back. but yet all that i can do is juz keep quiet now. this week haf been horrible for me. work is stressful my gastric is gettting from bad to worse. and worse of all he did nt contact me for the whole week wen i din contact him. doesnt he noe i reali miss him tt badly???
really miss him&love him that much. please dear..