reali miss and love him alot. i dunno how am i going to deal wif my misses for him for so long. i wonder how much can a person miss another person. can misses be measured in terms of unit? haiz. dunno and no idea. dunno wat to do anymore. i seem to be a change person. in de past i dun bother much bout my appearance or make up but nowadayz i will wanna put on my make up. cuz it seems tt make up can cover up de real me and nobody sees. wen i put on my make up i am another person. and i reali remove it. it will be before i slp cuz by tt time nobody will see who i reali am. hw depress i have become. makeup is my mask. pretty clothes too. i am reali worried for him.
reali miss&love him alot. worried for him alot alot. =(