woahh.. haiz. juz read thru his friendster testimonials. suddenly realize i haf been neglecting his feelings for quite some time le. ya. suddenly misses all the laughter that he brought along wen i first noe him.haiz. guess is my fault ba. now i noe is too late. but stil i wanna do something. little things like remindin him bout drinking water all dis cuz i noe he damn blur de. and nite time muz cover blanket. haiz. thou i noe doing all dis is useless now but i juz wanna do it. remindin him to be careful whne working. haiz. now den i realize it. and i'm reali sorry. i have been to caught up wif my life that i forgot to observe like i used to do. dear... i'm sorry. even thou i noe watever i do now cant make it up. but stil i wanna do it now to show u that i reali care and noe my mistake. sorry dear. muack! i reali love you alot even now we have come to such a stage.
reali miss&love him