he wanna let go. i was shock sad and hurt. cuz his promise to me >> nv let u go unless u let go of me first. i believe n trust that alot. but stil. juz bcuz ur disappointed wif de relationship u let go. den does tt hint me that i am stupid to haf hold on wen i felt damn disappointed wif de relationship? we noe that we still feel for each other but i guess we are juz tire le ba... tt's why now we bcome a couple with no string attached. no responsibilities towards each other. we lead a different life while still loving each other. i dunno if u stil love me cuz u did nt reply wen i ask and i am not going to ask again. but i am sure i stil love u and is more den before. i gave u time to breath by keepin away frm u yet instead u ended up being so comfortable wif the freedom i gave u. i am stranded wif emotions overflowing. i wish to carry on wif my life.but de sudden change of relationship between us after 4 yrs is too much for me. becuz i haf owayz trusted and believe in u. even though i sae u lost my trust but deep dwn in my heart i noe i stil trust u tt 110%. tt's why i did nt give up wen i am so disappointed and pissed off.
i noe i will miss him forever and love him forever.
