juz watched warlords damn nice. tinking of our conversation last nite. is depressing. i dun wan to tok anymore. bcuz each time i tok to u i end up wif more heartache. i believe that if a person love another person, he or she will gif up for that person and will nt hurt him or her. but is okay. whether or not he still love me. i will still stand by him. unless he reali did tings that hurt me until i cant forgive him. i was tellin my tots to yilin the other day. i will still forgive him even if he is unfaithful to me. yes i noe i'm stupid to behave like that. but cant help it. becuz i still love him. last time wen i was younger, i ask myself b4 wat wil i do. and at tt time my answer is to leave that guy. but now. the answer is totally opposite. i will still stand by him though i'm hurt. becuz i love him. last nite he told me bluntly that i am childish. i can only sae this. so wat if i'm childish. i'm still a ger. i need someone to care for me ask me concern qns wen i'm not feeling well i wan someone to "hong" me at times. even if i cant get that from u now. i believe the only thing that u can do is stop being so nasty to me wen i can see u treat other gers so well. i oso need love. i noe that ur concern is by asking me to slp early. but is that all u can do? never mind. i am not asking for much alrite. and ur oso damn rude wen u cant speak proper english and u ask me to speak in proper english. u wanna learn better speakin i dun mind. but no pt telling ppl in such a rude way to speak proper english wen u cant. bcuz end up others will juz feel that ur being idiotic. i noe u dun care hw ppl look or sae bout you. but tt's not the point. the pt is noe ur limit. even if i'm close wif u till that standard, it is oso not up to ur fren to comment unless she's damn close wif u. if she's damn close wif u i can understand why she calls me a slut to cling on to u. cuz she is jealous. if she's not den she's juz being stupid. u find it no point to answer me if ur close wif her makes u look guilty of it. so i oso wun sae much. u noe the answer well urself. u ask me not to tink too much. ok i believe u i trust u. but u noe well wat is going on with ur life and if ur hurting me.
love the heart that loves you. and never hurt the heart that hurts you.
your blatantly hurting me. but i'm not doing anything. so where does that place me?
u make me cry.
