很想知道他到底过的好不好... 真的很想他...但对他而言...我的思恋不会再引起任何反应... i'm afraid to let him noe i realli miss him that much... bcuz everytime he noes... he will not haf any reaction to it at all.. i cried during the last weekend... wen i first step into his room.. i cried. becuz my heart hurts alot.. seeing everything in a mess juz after i clean up a week ago.. and oso now that there seems to be barrier between us that we cannot tok to each other be honest to each other anymore. bcuz he feel he had no obligation to tell me anything... his behaviour makes me veri afraid to sae anything at all to him even though i reali reali wanna let him know how much i miss him and how sad i am to see things turn out dis way.
你知不知到我从第一次看见你就以经很喜欢你了...frm the first time i set my eyes on you. i fell in love with you forever. but i did not expect things to turn out like that bcuz i believe that you will owayz hold on to me juz like i know i will definitely hold on to you no matter wat happen.