felt so emo and empty tonight after tutiton. cuz i miss him so much until i dunno how to express anymore. seeing others walking together hand in hand make me so envious of dem. tonight de wind is strong de nite is cold and silent. i juz miss him alot. wonderin how in de world can i pass it. everynite without fail. ever since he broke up wif me. i dreamt of him de moment my eyes close until i wake up in de morning. haiz. on such a lonely nite i juz wan him back so badly. especially adding on tt i am so damn sick. haiz.. well nowadays i owayz got the sudden urge of getting married. mayb bcuz ppl ard me are getting married after dating like 4 to 5 yrs. but i guess most probably is bcuz i wanna show him tt i reali love him tt much tt i am willing to marry him. haiz...
好想他...真的好想好想他..