it had been few days since i blog. have been damn busy and worried at the same time. my work is never ending each day. kena target for no reason sometimes lots and lots of responsibilities. haiz. tire at the end of the day. totally no energy. worried bcuz he is sick. and yet i cant go over. not that i cant go over. more like he ask me to dun need go. so i dun dare to go even though i reali wish i can be by his side. haiz. still missing him everyday. and so so many weeks have pass i realize that my love for him is only getting stronger each day. tink i kinda believe that its true wen u reali love a person, no matter how badly he treats you or how much he doesnt wanna be wif you, u will juz bear with the loneliness and the pain that he gave you. even juz a halo or an eye contact can make me smile for the whole day. well... sometimes i feel he is the one. my destiny. but i can only wait and wait. been feeling lousy everyday due to work. but cant do much bout it can only treat it as listening to some music that doesnt suit my taste.
still missing him& loving him lots...=( i hope he reali recover fully. reali worried wen he haf fever each time.
