its a new year a new life. but my heart will never feel de sweetness again. ur no obligation hurts me alot. ur nonchalant attitude towards me. i wanted to carry on waiting for you without botherin u anymore but i cant do it. bcuz i am afraid u will miss out little little tings that will affect ur life someday. for xmas. u noe u hurt me. for new yr. u shld oso be able to see the hurt in my eyes wen i demanded an answer from u about the bear bear. and that bear bear reminded me of xmas again. though i dun mind tt u din gif me anythin for xmas. but yet again at least i tot of getting something nice for u to wear out if u need for xmas. isnt tt tot sweet enuf for u to juz gif me a sweet rather den totally nothing but instead i found out that u gave somebody else something. all women are petty. including me. even though i dunno if u still love me but of cuz i wouldnt want to share the man that i love with some one else. that is how she feels that is why i got scolded. i noe u dun believe wat i sae bout her. but is okay. as long as i noe it can le. bcuz even if u noe u oso wun do anything.
heart is bleeding but still loving him.
