well.. i woke up at 6.30am today. and now i'm blogging... the timing reminded me of the time wen i have to be in sch by now 2yrs back. and it oso reminded me of an even earlier time wen i will be early in school just so that i can spend some precious moment with him which i apreciate it so much even until now. the memories are like baby to me that i look after it so carefully. well ya it hurts to tink that some things are diff now. but well... time pass things change people change too. how i wish i can go back sch instead of work. guess that is part of growing up ba...time reali flies.. the precious childhood memories..the fun and laughter during my secondary sch years... the kind of protection that i felt wenever he is ard.. will i ever feel it again? even in my dreams everyday, i dreamt of him. does that goes to show i reali miss him that badly that i dream of him everyday? in my subconscienceness, i see him. someone told me before that our soul leaves our body wenever we are sleeping. and watever we are dreaming is actually wat our soul is seeing at the moment.. on the scary part... does that mean i miss him so much so that my soul actually visit him every nite? well. i guess if that is reali real he will freak out first. hahaha.
miss him
