even thou i noe i can't let go all of it yet.. but i'm learning. things i'm nt suppose to touch no worries.. i wun mess it up.. =) i noe my limit.. juz hope that everyone can trust me on that.. had a great nite.. and thanks for all de comfort and hugs** the next time i go out wif you guys, i will be a different person.. i wanna be the old me.. the one who owayz laugh and talk lotsa rubbishh wif frenzz.. haha.. wanna find back my courage.. de one who dare to dream and dare to do.. tt me is lost now.. but no worries.. is comin back real soon. it's been months.. even if i cant let go.. i dun see it a point to wallow in it anymore.. time to buck up! haha work harder play harder. wanna finish all my dreams and aspiration by this year.. this is a totally different year for me.. while frenz my age are still mugging exams i'm like alr workin =S hahaha but nvm is okay.. there's pros and cons to it.. at least i get to visit japan dis yr(stil planning)..hahaha wanna go hokkaido and tokYO!!! hahaha oh ya.. nt to forget my coach handbag next month ya.. hahaha. this com going tuesday is my time ups for 3mths probation.. hahaha the probation period is over!! hahaha.. thou nthing to happi about haha but i juz wanna blog.. my mood is livelier today.. ahahaha but i guess i gt 4 pathetic frenz into big bad mood today.. cuz all nv slp.. hahaha. i wanna watch lotsa show recently and i oso hoping to hear carrie sing again.. haha her singing is niceeee.wheee. hahaha actaully recently gt that strong desire to go back AIA work.. cuz of the environment and the people ba.. its more challenging there.. and i like tt challenge.. imagine me now sit in front of de com do data entry omost everyday totally wan my life man.. haha i prefer challenge in my jobs. thou de income will not be stable. but well prefer it dere.. haha but i gotta tink twice.. cuz still gt a family to kinda provide for.. hahaha for personal expenses actaully i dun reali spend much on clothes and shoes like the rest.. haha more on fine food fine dining ba.. LOL no wonder i cant slim dwn at all.. LOL. and i gt endless work to do frm dis monday onwards...zzz and i'm gonna get kill on monday mornin.. cuz i forgot to do something and i happily knock off on fri to play.. hahahah... nvm i will make de effort to wake up earlier on monday go in office earlier and settle it b4 anyone come.. haha oOps.. LOL they make me feel veri comfortable wen i'm ard wif dem. tt's why i let dwn my guard. anyhow show my unglam side(anyhow cry) to dem.. hahaha.. but who cares lar.. hahah suan le lo.. as long as i feel better i totally heck care. i'm nt the demure lady haha so to me all dis like kinda doesnt matter.. hahaha i'm a bad person. LOL last nite i suddenly feel like smokin for once again. but carrie threaten she will slap me.. hahaha... so jiu suan le.. heart pain last nite i dun need my face to pain as well.. whahahah... mm.. my schedule seems to be so busy... my whole brain is full of work.. 好像有想不完的工作.. hahaha let me list it dwn and see how it goes ya... haha
Monday: working and working(overtime) hehe
Tuesday: working and moviesss(wif colleague) =)
Wednesday: working and can i go shopping?? hahaha
Thursday: working and i tink gt movie date again.. haha
Friday: my mother jio me go sports sch wif her.. gt a mos burger treat frm her..hahahah
Saturday: I WANNNA GO MOVIE AGAIN!!! hahaha
Sunday: Family day
that's bout it for dis week.. haha seems boring cuz actaully other den tueday and friday i everyday oso work ot.. haha and OH YA!! of all the fast food restuarant and chains, i love MOS BURGER!! hahahah even if i dun eat i wil juz order their drinks and slack dere.. haha i love the outlet at Westmall cuz tt's where i used to hang out wif my besties to slack.. haha she noes my habit.. so even i dun need mention sit where. she will automatically find me at the seats outside mos burger.. to enjoy the wind.. hahaha or sometimes rain.. LOL.. i went to so many outlet for mos burger i prefer westmall de.. cuz its biggggg.. hahaha love the seats outside lar..cuz it seems to be cooler den the aircon inside.. whahahah...