一场恋情让我改变了很多...让我不会在相信爱可以永久...看着之前的照片和现在的自己...我以经不知道我到底是个怎样的人
i wanna be who i wanna be..i wanna do wat i wanna do. i wan de freedom. i wanna be alone. and i rather be alone. being wif frenz is juz something that is unavoidable. like a routine. i'm starting to tink for my future. wat i wanna do..where i wanna go..wat do i wanna achieve. tings are not as simple as before as a person grows up. i need a plan. a plan to succeed. a plan to lead me on in life. an aim.. a goal. so that i will not be juz wanderin ard.. i have a dream..like everyone else...i'm gonna make sure that dream come true no matter how much effort i have to put in. frenz tell me i'm too ambitious.. to dare to dream of having my own boutique at the age of 18.. i have de capital. so why not? i have de passion for it. so why not? i have a family who support me. so why not? to make it big in life.. i believe one has got to have the guts to dream big. and den wen they have that dream in mind.. go set about getting that dream to come thru...for love. i am leaving it to fate from now on..like wat my mum owayz taught me: "wat's mine will owayz be mine"..for family... i juz lost someone veri dear to me. i admit i am still veri upset about it even until now. but the loss of her made me treasure de time i have with my family and frenz even more. i have learn to truely cherish people whom i love. i dun wanna regret only wen i lose them. she will be my only regret frm now on.
伤心了好久...是时后收拾自己的心情从新为自己和身边的朋友着想了...