is such a long nite... all i wish and long for dis few week was a hug.. i wun ask frm u... nv will i ask again... cuz it hurts. nite is cold. bed is empty. i have learn to let go.. u have never mention or said before that u miss me.. but last nite u did.. my mind went blank. totally blank... so much to sae so much to tink. but my mind is blank. u stil have such effect on me. which is wat i dun wan.. i wannna cry. but i dunno why.. the tears doesnt come immediately anymore.. it juz... stayed in my heart for a veri veri long time... my heart is as cold as de room now..its been weeks... or is it months that my tears flow so freely? i dun remember..