well.. i seems fine on the outside nowadays wif my increased appetite and of cuz putting on those unnecessary weight which is of cuz difficult to lose. but fact is... there's a 85% chance where i'm having my relapse. i'm waiting for the report to be out. waiting for the call. i have been put on medication for few weeks le. dis coming april. wen i go back for my checkup i will be able to noe if the medication did help again. maybe more den 8-9 yrs ago de medicine did help. dis time i'm not sure. i was told to buy vitamins to help out my nite blindness. so today.. i went to GNC to get the vitamin As and Es... =) well so frm now on anyone who ransack my bag will get to see 2bottles of vitamins inside. haha mm.. well... being weak since young was de reason why i din reali wanna him to be wif me for long initally as i dun wanna be a burden if i have a relapse. the onli ting that i'm glad now was that he broke up wif me.. at least if the reports are out and is negative... i wun be burdening any guys happiness.. so the best ting is for me to stay single.