well.. i dunno wat to say. if u cant trust us enuf to pour out everything. and instead u came telling me without alcohol ur as good as dead. den fine. my temper isnt good. i am able to shout at u rite in ur face to wake up and get a grip alr showed something. dun force me to slap a fren whom i care alot for. if u wanna carry on like dis. i'm nt gg to care anymore which i noe will suits u fine. u dun wan others to worry for u. but check urself. at the rate ur gg on, even if i dun show tt i worry. u juz make me sad for u in my heart. like wat i sae in de afternoon. u go tink it thru. watever tt is bothering you. is it worth it for u to ruin urself like tt. dun blame it on de food tt u vomit. bcuz i'm someone who cant take alcohol wif food in my stomach as well. and de fact is i ate more den u. more meals den u. and i noe jolly well tt little bit of food tt u have taken wil nt make someone vomit de way u vomited. ur juz using alcohol every nite to get over it. and at the rate tt ur gg. ur addicted to it like its a drug addiction. how else do u tink i wil tink wen i saw it wif my own eyes tt ur craving for alcohol so badly? i am someone who is mean. since u wanna ruin urself like tt. i'm juz gonna let u drink till u drop. drink till u nv dare to drink again. provided ur nt poison to death by it. frenz ard u care for u alot. but u rather bottled up everything. u were de one who told me.. if ever i need a shoulder a listening ear.. ur owayz dere for me. but look at it now. i wil nv ever sae out i need a listening ear to u again. bcuz u cant even get over ur own troubles. u cant get over it on ur own is okay. but yet u push away all those who wanted to help u get over it as well.

u told me u alr dunno how to open up anymore. but let me ask u. are u tryin hard enuf to re-learn how to open up to others now? are u? frm wat i see the answer is no. unless u can prove me wrong.

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de decision is up to u. and i wun bother to ask again wat happen. i owayz believe if u felt comfortable enuf wif me to share ur probs u will naturally share.. but if u made me asked once yet u sae nthing and wanted to bottle tings up. i will nv ask again. 我希望你能想的开...