How i wish tings could turn back to half a yr ago... when i was still studying.. going to sch to "chat" for 3hrs and after tt head down to town to hang out till the evening before going over to slack at his house... pillow fight with him and everything... only wen i haf left den you see me.. b4 i left you... i am owayz behind you and u dun turn back at all.. wo de xin lao le... bu zhi dao wei shen me hui xin tong... i told myself its been so long.. no matter hw painful it is... i cannot cry.. i depended on him too much.. he doesnt realize it... even up till now... wenever i panic and met some problem outside and its urgent... the only handphone no. tt i remember to call for help is his no.
At NYKSM i met some great frens.. however tings are different... we kept tings to ourselves unlike wen we first met... now.. tings are different.. leaving in 1 month time.. felt guilty to leave elynn to settle everything again...