i reali reali wish. tings are not like now. i m getting tire of doing so much yet all i got is misunderstandings. ppl frm work most probably tot i'm shirking resposibilities since i haf resigned therefore dey tot i took leave to play and rest and took mc for longer rest. all dis are rubbish!! I've been studying and studying and slogging my nites out juz to rush out the info u need for ur damn project. and add on to my own homework and research i din get to even slp for more den 4 hrs!! and for that precious moment wen i get to slp i keep on dreaming and DREAMING!!! i wonder wat the hell is wrong wif me??? and now i've seriously fallen ill,tongues are wagging.. bad mouthing wats' not. wth. nvm.. even thou i gave a false illness sayin i am having fever.. actually i'm not.. i'm juz having something
MORE serious.
GET IT U PPL? i am gg for tt damn dunno wat scan for my abdomen today cuz it keeps hurting for like dunno how long le.. i did nt sae tt damn reason bcuz i guess no one will believe anyway.. and there isnt a need for me to tell u. if not dere will be ppl who feels i am acting. how come i feel tt i am back in some company of young gers and boys who are so ignorant like "i dun wanna fren u" watever shit. hopefully wen 1 day i reali die all dis shit will den dawn on u guys tt i am reali ill. fucker. damn it! u guys tink i like falling ill is it.. tinks tt i like being weak and owayz gg on damn mc. tt's de problem wen working full time. tt's y i nv like to work for others. i nv like to work under such environment. wth!
KNN! it juz hurt my eye wenever i see u guys at work! tt's why i sae i prefer working over at AIA bcuz i dun haf to endure such environment in my department bcuz there isnt. the ppl over dere they treat colleagues sincerely with their heart! nv once doubting or guessing or bad mouthing! the ting i hate the most about ppl is BAD MOUTHING wen someone is reali sick and not faking!!! bloody hell!!! or even if someone is not sick u guys shouldnt even BAD MOUTH! and wanna back stab or bad mouthing dun let the person ur bad mouthing noe or overheard it lar.! so unprofessional!! still calling yourself the elites on board vessels!!! fuckers nia! DAMN iT!