such a fucked up day in the office. papers being thrown on my face..kena scolded till nt a penny's worth doing tings tt's nt in my job scope. common' ppl i'm juz gonna leave cant u juz give me a break? y muz u guys pick on me at this moment of time? is nt as if i will throw everything and juz let u guys do it for me... i have my own sense of responsibilites as long as u dun keep breathing down my neck... dun tell me i din work at all. i did but u din see..let u sae wat u wan i dun care. one ear in one ear out. i noe the way i presented myself to be so heck care u cant take it laying down tt's y u wanna sae i'm juz a vase in de office doing nothing onli using de fone.. please lorr.. if i reali wanna use de fone.. i wun let u see and i rather use the fone at home. is nt as if my parents cant afford my fone bill for a matter of fact. n if i wanna play den wat for i go work? money oso nt easy to earn. and tt isnt a good environment to play as well... nthing is fun. might as well i stay hm or chill out den go office if tt's de case. i'm seriously wondering do u even have a brain to tink. even if u were to be so stupid ur kidneys are definitely working better den mine to function rite so juz use ur kidney if u dun have a BRAIN. fancy a big guy throwing paper at me. is lucky tt i din wan trouble anymore. tt's y i did nt let my dad noe wat happen today in de office. if nt i guess tmr de management or YOU are gonna juz get screwed up. too bad who ask my dad to dote on me like hell. if he gets to know wat de hell u have said to me or done to me. well.. 90% ur gonna lose ur job. why? bcuz of verbal abuse , physical abuse & mental abuse. HUMPF! (juz being childish over here. haha) but seriously i cried the whole day today. i've nv expected it to be so bad and i've gt a veri strong feeling monday is gonna be even worse. but whose there to help? no one. i've lost my guts ever since hugo broke up with me. i lost all my egos and strength to even fight back for my dignity and pride.(tis the first time i felt so afraid, so helpless & unprotected & insecured & everything bad while working outside) tis de first time i dunno how to react to defend myself. tt's y i am so scare of monday. i trusted ppl too much. i get soft hearted too easily. i din regret giving up tt job but wat i got was disappointment. i tried my best at this job. i reali tried and wanted to make it last. but i got so disheartened by u guys so much tt i juz gif up. i cant believe such physical abuse is happening to me threaten as well. nw it reali makes me so afraid to go work nx week.

我好害怕。。。我从来也没有那么怕在外面遇到困难。。。我怕到连星期一要去上班的勇气也没有。。。怎么办？