well.. carrie kinda mention my bday juz nw. yes i appreciate tt she came to pei me but ya i dun wanna remember it and i casually told her dun mention it anymore cuz it isnt any good memories dis yr. But i meant it seriously. i'm not gg to celebrate anymore of my bdays. and tt meaning i've got no more bday. tt day is nt of any significant to me anymore. i mean wat i sae. thou sounds stupid cuz hw can a person nt haf bday.but ya i mean it. even yes i haf a birth date. but NO BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS in future anymore.
i actaully slack my whole day away. so wasted. but i reali dunno wat to do. if to sae do homework. it's too easy for me le. i can finish it fast. my cross stitch? well.. my eyes are hurting so i put that aside for today.. reading a novel? i read finish all that i have. practise my red wine thingy.. i still cant get it rite. after tasting awhile i will find tt all taste de same.. LOL something muz be wrong wif my taste bud.. haha.. learning my french? even worse. whhahaha couldnt even open my mouth to try pronouncing wif laughter. LOL cuz it sound so weird to me.. wahaahaha. wen it comes to these 2 modules i will keep getting knocks on my head. LOL! like wat Ban sae.. drink all alcohol like drinking water. LOL! and i agree so spontaneously that both of us gt a hard knock on our coconuts by de lecturer. LOL
so de sian. lol... xinle got an idea for carrie bday. LOL so funny. but it will be misleading to kenny we guess. LOL
xinle: i gt de urge to tie one big bow ribbon on kenny head and present it to carrie for her bday.
me: haha. good idea ya.. haha but it will mislead kenny even more and carrie will be damn pissed off. LOL
xinle: ya lorr.. sian
me: but den u can still try. LOL without trying u wun noe. LOL
tt's our stupid convo. LOL
ok.. i feel like posting something lonnnnggg & draggy whahaha but i dun noe what to post. i tink i forgot to add in my tagboard. LOL!
whole day at hm sleeping. cuz ytd hangout de whole nite.
haha. it was quite boring bcuz well. de guys are basically veri not on the go. u ask dem dance u practically gotta pull them up. zzz!
had some fun wif elynn and carrie before that. haha. we practically become a typical tourist of singapore. we went to changi airport terminal 3 after that follow by singapore expo where there's de food fare.. hahahha.. and we went to de esplanade makansutra to have our SATAYS! haha we ordered stingray as well. LOL NICEEE! lol.. was damn full. so we sat dere to listen to de liveband coming frm DXO. which was NICEEE too.! haha my throat wasnt feeling well ytd and add on laugh too much eat too full.. that after i down de first glass of my drink i almost wanted to vomit.. which stunned me. haha bcuz tt had nv happen before. but after awhile.. jiu ok le. until to the end i ended up dunno y keep drinking until i juz feel like slping. LOL! Thanks alson to lend me your shoulder huh..haha thou i noe i'm quite heavy! LOL
and that carrie gal...make me go borrow de lighter for more den 3times. LOL
i'm soooo damn hungry for fine food and MONEY!
been slacking alot lately.. renovating my room and now i gotta tidy up yet i'm so lazy. been cam-whoring alot recently wenever i meet up wif my girlfriends. come to tink of it. i find tt all my girlfriends are soooo da pretty. mmm... sometimes i feel way below par beside dem.. not tt i mind alot bout appearances and looks. juz that dis is a jugdmental world. and often looks are the one tt gave de first impression to other.maybe over dis 2 years.. i've met wif sooo much obstacles tt my confident level haf wat?! drop to zero((very exaggerating i noe but its true)). i'm oso shock wif tt realization. cuz i used to be sooooo confident tt sometimes ppl feel i'm complacent.rite nw.. i feel so inferior. i dunno y too..Le sigh...
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i've got a new pda fone~ htc touch. nt bad but i'm not used to the fone so kinda busy with it. and worse of all.. i forgot to save all my numbers now i lost it all.
tire recently. due to work and studies. de moment i reach hm bath i fell asleep within 5mins and dream all the way till 7am den go work again. 虽然知道是喜欢的。。。但还是不能说。。。
i dunno how long do i need to sort out my tots as to whether i wanna go back to work immediately wen i quit or do i juz wanna idle ard first... cuz i'm juz tire and scare. phobia of working for others.