zzzzzzzzzzzz..wth... everywhere pain larr.. sore throat oso pain. gastric oso pain. zzz. medications are of no used to me. hah. every other 2 days need to practise my wine~~~ if nt failing le. how will my gastric get well. so jiu nvm lorr. haha. drunk le jiu wun pain. wth. nw worse still is my throat. doesnt seems to be gettin any better. hopefully by weekend i will be alrite.. if nt ar.. if i intend to play on fri jiu dieeee.. sun still need to go dunno where hiking at like 6am!!! sat still muz help fren do tings. zzz. looks like my life is getting so damn boring. last time i need to worry for another person at least gt tings for me to do. nw ar... totally is me and myself. wat's there to worry about.. nthing at alll... zzz! better go bang wall till die even better...mm.. nono. like wat claudia sae.. drink ermm wat's tt? mind block cannot remember wat she sae. but is definitely poisonous. so wil die faster and easier. no need so xin ku bang wall. my msn juz died on mee like few hrs ago. i totally cannot send any messages out. soo i'm being cut off frm one source of connection. nw left wif mmm.. my fone? hah! sooner or later oso gg to be cut off de lar. LOL
oh ya i forgot to add on huh.. i can't sLEEP!!! and it owayz happen on the day before my work!! monday nite oso like tt. end up i dunno wat time den slp. den tue work de whole day. now i cant slp again and tmr gotta work and study again. NO WONDER I WILL FALL ASLEEP DURING WORK!! damn stupid. okok.. i'm being very grouchy over here.. but bo bian ma. i'm reallii too bored le. and i dun wanna find tings to do. if not i will get on the wrong side of law. zzz! tt's me. either i'm guai or i'm juz bad. y cant i haf a balance? well bcuz i choose nt to haf... zzz!! is stupid of me i noe. but so? i've been doing stupid tings for like more den half a yr le. zzz... and i still cant wake up frm it. seriously i tink unless certain BIG tings happen to me den i will wake up. if not i will be in lala land forever. can u imagine tt in order not to get into de wrong side of law. i woke up in de morning. washup nv eat... den use my precious lappy till nite time haf dinner until noww past 12amm still using it. andddd tt's de onli ting i did for TODAY!!! i'm juz mad lar. wth.