sometimes it's not the missing of someone that makes a person depress. after 1/2 a year.. a person ought to wake up and move on that i noe. for you i dunno how long u had needed/taken to get out of ur trouble and move on. for me. 1/2 a yr is not impossible but i'm trying hard. but of cuz he isnt de only problem that makes it hard for me to get on with life. sometimes certain tings have to be left unsaid and unfelt. but it is owayz such tings that brings a person down. when someone or something brings a person back high on hopes and later to pull it down hard. it juz ruin someones' life.. and there's definitely no way a person can climb out of that deep dark hollow pit immediately or even to get out at all.
and of cuz i can tell who can give me happiness and who can't now..but too bad. those who can gif happiness are all taken up either by someone or by their own troubles and thots. (hehe) so that means i gotta learn to go to the temple be a nun. =)
right now i can only tell and announce to the whole world that i am living aimlessly and no one needs to bother about me. unless that person can genuinely touched my heart. and i mean it. reali to genuinely put feelings back into my heart. if not is useless talking to me.
well anw try to understand me and you wun make a sense wat i am toking about now unless u haf been dwelling in my past. which is impossible. even if anyone were to dwell in it dey wun find anything bcuz wat was nt suppose to be reveal haf been well kept in my sub-conscious and stomach.
never mind. i'm juz blabbering in this post. wun be blogging for sometime and wun be online for sometime too. ladies & hunks.. miss me kaex? **winks**
