whahaha i juz cant help it but felt soo damn proud of myself. LOL. i din touch any alcohol up till now worr!! hahahaha and i noe tmr i sure oso wun touch it. LOL so li hai. hahahaha mm nv touch as in i did go out but jiu drink my craneberry juice lor hahaha.
mmm. i've been rather heartless lately i noe. a heartless bitch i noe. LOL. well but nvm. mmm.. actually i've been observing ppl rather den drinking tt's y i din drink. MMM.. wth am i tokin bout. okok. i've been hanging out quietly thou frenz are noisy n dey drink yet i drink juices. and i've been quiet cuz i've been observing. so i did observe lotsa tings. and i realize actually i'm juz being a floater and i reali is socialise to pass time. i never really put my heart into it. so actually i noe sometimes these ppl thou i meet often but i nv noe their convo which dey all seems to share which i dun mind. LOL. get it? so the only ppl i reali put my heart into are actually ppl i dun meet up often. -_-" and they are the ones mmm.. dunno hw to sae. LOL. n human are juz soooo fantastic. is like there are times wen dey are like dis in front of ppl juz five mins ago and five mins later wen u happen to catch dem alone dey seems to be another person. one very good example is carrie. dis scenario happen so many times it juz make me so tire of askin wat's happenin to her cuz she obviously dun sae. lucky she dun get to see this post anytime soon if nt i will get an interrogation again. i mean well.. i understand that i'm nw nt in any situation or position to question wat is happening to her that she's acting like tt. i dunno hw many ppl notice it. she's like trying to hide and cover up something that she doesnt want ppl to noe. like she's putting up a damn strong front. i mean alrite if u choose to do that. i'm fine with it. but dun lecture me wen u urself is acting like tt ma. wen i ask u a simple qns wat u doing dere. u dun wanna answer directly is ok. dun make it sound like i asked de wrong qns ma.
well nvm maybe i'm being oversensitive. but watever the case. those she chose to open up to please juz go tok to her seriously and really MAKE HER TOK. as for me i will juz continue be a floater ba. =) dun wanna care too much bout tings nwadays.
and i oso notice there's dis silly trend gg ard me recently. and that is, wherever i go i'm owayz the youngest. -_-" and everyone really treat me like a baby and is very afraid that i might juz break like a glass wen touched or watever too hard. =S as in I'M WELL PROTECTED! which is soo much that i'm nt used to it. okok.. enough of complaint. if its like tt den like tt.
OH YA recently i oso like to stay at hm to wait for my brother. HAHAHA. sounds wrong here. lol
cuz bored ma. well the 3 of us haf got dis habit of playin the board game the whole day if we are all damn free. hahaha. we will usually play till late nite till wilson wanna slp. if nt we will haf mj session. lol. but well.. wilsons' nt back frm shanghai yet. tony went to camp. NO ONE TO BICKER WITH ME!!!
let's see if i can abstain frm it till nx wk. HAHAHAHHA. (kinda doubt my abilities on that) LOL
*muhahaha* juz bored here. LOL gotta go off. wanna vomit again. =S