yesterday i disturb carrie for almost de whole nite. cuz i can't slp. p.s ar carrie. LOL. i called her up to chat due to boredom. we chatted till ard 2plus wen de fone for no reason hang up on us. but even so i ended up oso surfing the net till wee hrs. b4 i fell asleep at 5am wake up at 6am. so slept for an hr. well.. my stupid brother gave us the wrong time to reach de airport. end up so damn early and i fell asleep there while waiting. even wen i slp images of him keep appearing in my mind. wth. dunno wat's wrong wif me.. i tink i am seriously affected by him... i myself oso bit stunned no not abit. is VERY stunned. zzz! -_-" bcuz of all ppl that i shld be missing and feeling for shouldnt be him.. yet i dunno y. it juz caught me so unexpectedly. it juz seems like its owayz there but i din notice it until now.. wth. *smack forehead* if he saw dis post. tink i will be tease to death...wtf! hate one sided. will die until veri jia lat. i tink i can juz go bang wall and die lorr.. seriously dunno wat my brain is containing recently. all sorts of rubbish? haha. muz haf been clogged up by all the alcohol that i consume. lol. well going to stock up my wine at home again. is all finished up. dead meat man.. i am taking it like plain water to drink nwadays. and nw i gg to add on vodka to my list. dun wanna get into trouble wen i go out with the vodka bunch. but of cuz there's a limitation to it.. after 1 bottle of vodka i am gg to run le. juz dun like and cant take it. i seriously feel that i will make sure i get so sick and tire of drinking one day that i will totally dun touch alcohol forever frm den on. but that day like still very long..
