been sick the whole day... don't remember what i've eaten to give me diarrhoea again..
been searching for my inspirations...
突然觉得好心痛。。。
don't know what did the future have for me...
愿望会成真吗?
my mum ask me a question today..: 你是不是有什么心事?
i ask why did she suddenly ask that question.
her answer: 你是我女儿。。。每天看这你。。虽然你每天都喜喜哈哈的说个不停。。但很明显你变的好憔悴。。。好像是在呈强。。。
i told her: 咪。。没有啦。。。只是有点担心zhixing...
her reply: 你为他担心他懂吗?虽然说是你自己直前有点不对。。。但必经你这几个月的努力连我都看了心疼。。。他还是对你这么冷淡。。。值得吗?
my answer: 你有没有过那种感觉,处了他。。对别人都不可能在喜欢了? 好像他就是明中主定的那个人?
my mum look at me with tearful eyes today... i was so grateful that she understood my feelings. that she did not force me to give up like what people normally will ask me to do... i guess its because she understood well how i felt..
有时后,月老牵了红线,像摆脱都摆不掉。。。
i pray that you are safe and sound.