i'm now really praying hard that he's safe.
my eyesight is getting worse. no matter how tire i am i noe i gotta be strong..
but i seen something and realize something...
表面看起来坚强的人往往在内心是最不坚强的人。。。
there's someone out there that i noe.. thou strong wen u see her.. but in fact you can feel her loneliness and fear...
看见周围的人都断了感情线。。。felt sad for them.. afterall.. it's been so long.. some due to distant.. some due to fading feelings... some... just have no reasons.. and some due to third party.. i've seen and heard so much.. i dunno if i shld feel lucky..
i guess cheryl is right that i gotta stop giving myself so much pressure that i am unable to breath anymore. but that's the only way. i appreciated that she wans to take the effort to accompany me do certain activities that i enjoy to relax myself.
gotta let it go.. but i noe i will never do so wholeheartedly.
final verdict... is impossible that i let go. -_-"